Chai tea from starbucks has been one of my favorite drinks in the last few years. A black tea blended with spices and mixed with hot soy milk.. It is really a delicacy for me, and at time i had become a dailiy habit. I have relyed on it to brighten a hard day. A pick me up, emotionally and physically.. maybe sometimes even a crutch escape rather than to deal with things. I have never liked coffee or the effects of caffeeine. I guess i am really sensitive to stimulation, (not that kind, but yes.. that too). I am sensitive to even the slightest bit of caffeeine in the black tea and it really gets me wired, so much, that i do not feel as relaxed as i really could.

I often mention to clients that ecstatic sexuality and deeper levels of pleasure can come directly from deeper levels of relaxation.. Can it really be so.. does my chai tea lattes hide a more ecstatic level in my own sex play.  I am all for that deep pleasure... I think it is time to take a break from chai tea and see what happens.